I promised my Best Guy friend i would stop cutting, i promised him that so many times. I felt bad breaking the promise but he never really cared much. Finally i kept the promise, without him there for me. Six months Twenty-Three days..i couldn't even tell him because he's not speaking to me because our friendship ended. He made me fight that battle alone, i don't think i could ever forgive him. But i'm over it I miss him so much but He showed me he doesn't even care.</3

Now i promised my Bestfriend the same thing, i broke it once or twice and she was there telling me it was alright that people did relapse. She stayed up texting me until i fell asleep making sure i was okay and that i wouldn't pick a blade up..She has Faith in me. She doens't leave me, no matter how hard i push her away she is right by me. She knows now i've made it to my goal six months and she promised me i could make it to a year. so when i do, i'm going to see her and just hug her. She made my Recovery possible by proving to me i could overcome it if i just believed in myself some and that sadness comes but a blade doesn't have to fix it. Thank you Major Me you're truly my lifesaver and my Role Model I Love You.<3


 

When he walked away,She made a promise to stay.

 
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