I hate feeling like this it's tormenting
Everytime I think about it terrifies me to think that I lost u forever that there's nothing that I can possibly do to change it, that I forgot to do what I was suppost to :be unique and nothing like the rest it tears me apart not knowing  if you're mine it drives me crazy but what if u still are mine? Is there still time to change things?to show you that I really do love u and want to spend the rest of my life by ur side no matter how difficult things are is this just a test to see how strong our relationship is? So many questions and idnt know which way to go who to turn to for advice because you're the only one with the answers but idnt know if I want to hear I'm scared to hear u say the words that are going to make me fall so hard idnt know if I will be strong enough to get back up.. & if I do get up I know for a fact  that ur love will never b forgotten and I won't regret anything but hurting u...