Tears stream from dark eyes,
Falling like a coursing river down cheeks. She brings out her
pencil case and rummages through. A compass, silver and glinting.
She draws the point across her forearm again and again. The pain
makes her feel good. She watches her skin be scratched and torn
and gives a weak smile. Pain is good, she thinks. A tear again
rolls down her cheek and splashes into her lap. She knows she
needs to stop but the hurt has consumed. Once you're in, it's
hard to get out. She can't take anymore. The looks and the words
and the pain, she needs it to end so she sneaks into the kitchen
and gets the knife. One cut and it could all go. One cut to end
the pain.
Little does she know that they are crying too, crying for her
suffering. She's hurting them more than she realises and they
just need her to stay strong. They're tears of sorrow cannot be
seen by her but maybe if they were, she would stop.