Its now summer.
All my friends are in
there bathingsuits
and im in my t-shirt and shorts.
i smile and say i dont feel like swimming.
when i wanna swim soo badly
but scared to go in my bathingsuit
im ashamed of my body.
i cant take it anymore
i tried to make myself throw up today
it wouldnt come out.
im going to still tay and throw up after dinner
ill do anything to look skinny.
0 faves · Jun 11, 2012 6:52pm