HELP!!!!!!!!!

Frst time ever i was sad when i was with him.... (REMEMBER ME AND HIM ARN'T DATING JUST KINDA FWB)

We were cuddling, home alone, and just got back from his family party. I meat everyone in his family today and it went really good. The only reason i was sad when we were cuddling and just got up and went into a different room was because everyone today was asking "So how long have u guys been dating for" or "You and derek look sooooo cute together!" or "tell your boyfriend to come here i wanna talk to him." I love being with him infact this week we spent a total of 30 hours together! This morning i told myself "okay erinn you will not kiss him or do anything with him unles he asked me out." He didn't ask me out but it's so hard not to kiss him because he is just so cute and sweet. i brook my promise to myself and i started to cry and for once i wouldn't tell him what was wrong and with him being his sweet and caring self he wouldnt stop asking if i was okay or what was wrong. I told him what was wrong and still nothing but all he did was hold me as tight as posible and tell me he loves me. He tells me i'm everything he wants in a girlfriend but still wont ask me out. His family loves me i was the 1st girl he took home well i was his 1st for a lot of things. I just can't get whats wrong with me. I'm not mean to him bc i treat him better then i treat anyone else. I don't know what more i can do or if i can even take knowing he loves me but wont date me. I can't say bye to him bc i love him to much and like i said i was his 1st for a lot of things. Can anyone help me? sorry for being so long but thanks to everyone who read it! <3