Progress:
Each day i think about how far i became in a year. And im proud of
myself for being so strong and working on myself because i knew i
shouldnt be like this. I like to say im a working prgress. Im not
fully recovered and i dont think i ever will be. There some days i
still think i should do it. But I always stop myself and say im
stronger then this I CAN GET THRU THIS! I have family and friends
who would be dissapointed and so hurt if i was gone. So i step back
from it, i still wonder why did this have to happen to me. There
are days, i feel like you would be fine without me and im too
scared to tell you.. will you be scared for me? will you worry ill
do something if your not there? its so hard<\3 expecially
without you.. I deseve to be happy, but why cant i? why is that all
the people i talk to eventually leave.. Im tired of goodbyes, i
hate them i just want a relationship where i know no matter how
many times we fight or we curse at eachother or even our bad days
.. Youll always be there. am i not good enough for that
..
Progress: Each day i think about how far i became in a year.
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Jun 7, 2012 6:36pm
