Just another Teenage love story
Chapter 17:
"Please, please just
pretend you saw nothing, please."
I whispered to myself.
I pulled my sleaves down, but he didn't forget, he
didn't speak either.
I sat back against the wall and put my hands on my face, trying
to cover up the tears that began to fall.
"Why? Blaire?" he questioned.
I tried to think what the best thing to say was, however,
saying nothing seemed like a pretty good option too.
But that was the cowardly way out, and I wasn't like
that.
"It- it helped,"
That was all I could do? That didn't make things better.
"What? It helped what?"
I struggled to think up words, never mind fitting them into a
sentance.
"I- I couldn't think straight, I refused to talk to
anyone. It's just ,when I thought about how stupid I was,
how right everyone else was-" I couldn't stop the
tears from tumbling this time.
"When?" He whispered.
"Last night," I replied,
He looked up, not directly at me, but at a spot in front of
me.
"After we had a fight? A rediculous teenage
fight?"
I looked over to him. It wasn't just that, I began to
relise.
"It wasn't that, it was the fact that-" I almost
stuttered,
"I felt so stupid!" I shouted "I'm not like
you and Brooke, I don't have a million and five friends, I
felt alone and out of place," I continued to rant,
"there is girl out there, a heartbroken girl, who I have
never even spoken to, who hates my guts, it all just feels
messed up right now," I cried,
Cameron looked at me and held is arms out to me and pulled me
into his embrace, he put one arm around my waist and the other
holding my head aginst his chest.
"I'm sorry," I whimpered into his
chest.
"You have nothing to be sorry for, but I do,"
"No, no you don't, I wouldn't be able to live with
myself if you blamed yourself for my mistakes,"
"Never do it again okay, just talk to me, please, I can
help,"
I nodded, still crying.
"We should get back," I said trying to get up,
"Wait,"
I froze looking at him questioningly,
"I have to ask you something,"
He helped me up, keeping hold of my hand.
"I would like to ask you, if you would be my
girlfriend?" He asked, almost shyly,
I burst out laughing, it sounded ridiculous,
"Is this a joke?" I giggled,
He came closer, held my other hand and moved his face closer to
mine. We starred into each others eyes, it was
hipnotising.
So, only one word came to my head and I smiled,
"Yes,"
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