& i know no one really wants me, but they didnt have to make it so damn obvious. i was just hanging with my friends, when they left to go to another friends house, they invited me, but i said i probably shouldnt because "he" was there.. i sort of expected them to comfort me, and tell me i should go anyways, but all they said was "okay!" and left. i realize i brought this one on myself, i just hate the fact that its like im screaming as loud as i can, but no one hears, or listens.