I'm at the point where there is nothing anyone can say to make me stay alive. Things will be better after I'm gone. No more parents to tell me that I am a failuar and that I will make it no where in life. Things will be better for every one else as well; they won't have to put up with my presence and they can all stop pretending they care. I will make things easier for everyone. I'm giving up. I no longer find my reason to be living.