Dear anonymous,
       I miss you like crazy. I thought I would never forgive you, but the truth is that I want to. I miss our inside jokes, talking endlessly about anything that comes to mind, going to the movies, laughing SO hard at anything but most of all being best friends. I know what you did really hurt me but that was so long ago and times have changed. To  be honest I can't even remember everything that made me dislike you the way I did. I wish I could go back in time and change what happened because now I feel beyond guilty for what happened to you with all of the stupid high school sophomore year drama, and I hate that I made you feel awful and depressed again. I don't think i will ever forgive myself for hurting you like I did and I hope you feel the same way about me. I wish we could start over like I did with another friend but I have no idea if you want me back in your life, plus I'm not certain that I can trust you like I did before all of this stupidness started.But I really really want you back.For a while after you left things were great. Everything was "normal" except for that you weren't there. But as time passed on, the friendships I had started to tumble out of control. Whenever I can't sleep at night I always think to myself "If we were still friends would things be different?" I have no idea if they would, but I wouldn't mind going back in time (if I could) to change how I reacted, maybe things would be different, or we would still be best friends. Overall I miss you SO much and I want to tell you but I have no idea how. :/ Hopefully our lives will come together again, and then maybe we can become friends.
Sincerely,
someone who wants you back