hurtingandhoping · 1 decade ago
if you do say goodbye just know that it will not only be the end for you, but also for me, if not physically but mentally. i will be gone. just a body. i will be here physically but not mentally. my mind will be wherever you end up. i will to everything i can to stop you from saying goodbye. so i ask you to not. for me and for you. just think about how it will affect everyone: me, victoria, chloe, rob, katie, everyone. think about how it affected us when alec left us. how we had no idea. how we were a mess. we couldnt even function. if you ended it, the scars we have would be ripped open, we would not be able to do anything. we could even end up dying whether from choice or from just lack of functioning. would you really be so selfish to take your life and risk all of ours, you dont know how each and every one of us will react to this. and is that what you really want? for all of the people you care about to just lose their lives and everything theyve worked for. for them to lose the will to live because of your decision to leave us? because that is not what i want to happen. i want to save you. i will do anything in my power to keep you with me. because i know i wont live through losing you. because you are everything and so much more to me. without you, i have no one. and you mean so much to so many people so just think about all that. please.
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