Introduction
Today I woke up smiling. I had yet another enticing dream of you
and me and all that we had. I stare at the ceiling trying to
waste time and clear the thoughts of you. Unfortunately that is
impossible for today is your birthday. Looking out the
window on the right I see everything that you were. The sun
shines so brightly blinding, it makes me recall the day we met,
and how perfectly imperfect you were. The most surreal thing
I’ve ever seen, I curse myself for looking at you as a
negative right away. There’s a breeze blowing in through
the screen and I am deeply reminded of your wisdom. Your genuine
compassion for life and people, and how you saw beauty in me when
I only saw a nuisance in you, it still brings me shame. I still
feel guilt for wasting my time and misjudging you on that very
first day, even now when five desolate years have passed. I
know Sky will be coming in soon to make sure I didn’t
forget him. All week he’s been saying how excited he was to
see you today. I glance out the window one more time while I get
dressed; I just want to soak up all that you were. Any day before
you I wouldn’t see any significance in the birds chirping
their morning songs. Or the fires in the sky that a sunrise
creates and when you look into the fading orange and fierce pink
that makes a person feel so small and grateful. I owe you for
releasing me of ignorance and giving me the eyes to finally see
life.
“Daddy Come on! I want to go now!” Sky shouted as he
scurried into the room and started tugging on my pant leg the way
toddlers do.
“Alright, you ready bud?” I said with a smile while
picking up my beautiful Sky, so he wouldn’t be able to
detect any hint of morose in my voice. Today is a joyous day for
him since he can’t remember her. He likes to tell her all
about himself like he’s making a new friend. I put Sky down
and pick up the lilies I bring every year on her birthday. We
head out the door and all I can think about is our first
encounter meant. When she looked me in the eye and told me to
smile while holding out an identical lily in her
hand.
It's a school assignment, but should I keep writing?
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