i know you're probably just going to pass this quote because its plain and thats what society taught you to do.

Recently, something that happened about 3 years ago has really started to affect me. I'm normally a quiet but happy person who just gets on with life, but now i've become a depressed attention seeking 'emo' and i hate who i am. In February things happened with my crush who was also like my big brother, and i began to cut myself because it seemed like a 'cool' thing to do, that wasn't the only reason i did it though, it did actually help keep me sane. But it causes more problems than it solves. I also convinced myself i had an eating disorder, depression and now a tumor, i might sound stupid but once i've thought about something it sticks in my mind for ages. and the truth is, i'm terrified. i can't really talk to anyone, i tell one of my best friends most things but others are just awkward and i always think she gets fed up of me being depressed. So now i'm keeping everything to myself and i can't cope, i don't want to cut...but i know thats what i'm going to end up doing. I know there's people who have it much worse than me, but it doesn't mean my life is easy, nor perfect.
                                                                                                                                                                             
                      Sorry, I just needed to vent.

If you read this thankyou so much...iloveyou! <3