I'm honestly sobbing right now
i sucks being the least love child, by your own mother
my mom just told me that the only reason why she goes to work on the weekends, is to avoid arguing with me, she told me how much of a problamatic child i am, and how i'll never be as good as my sister. it sucks hearing that, she doesnt know how hard it is for me to tell her ANYTHING, it took me YEARS to tell her that i always feel like the least loved, and she told me its because i am. i hate being such a brat. i dont mean to. i honestly love my mom to pieces,  if i didnt i would have killed myself by now, because everyday i want to. i used to get C's and D's, now i'm a straight A student, but thats not good enough. 
I'll never be good enough, im stuck at second best.