I honestly don't know what to do
anymore. I just need to vent,and if someone actually decides to
read what I'm writing, I'll love you forever.
<3
A few months ago, I liked
this kid, Justin, who was in my biology class, and we flirted
almost every day, when we were up doing our labs. I was
too afraid to really do anything so I just lightly flirted with
him. In about December or January, I got messaged on facebook
by this kid, Jake, who I eventually started dating in March.
While I was dating Jake, I hadn't really gotten over
Justin and he was kinda there in the back of my mind. Oh,
and Justin is also in my fitness class, too. Jake and I
had been dating for about a month and a half and throughout the
whole time he started to get really clingy and attached and
emotional and stuff. He has anxiety and ADD so that doesn't
really help much either. About 2 weeks ago Justin started
to flirt with me again and being the bad person that I am, I
flirted back. Feeling really bad about that, and also losing
feelings for Jake too because of his clinginess, I broke up
with Jake on Wednesday. I was sick Thursday so I didn't get
to see either one of them and we also didn't have school in
my county today so I'm going 4 days without seeing either
of them. Since I overthink things a lot, I'm having a
really hard time with all of this and I'm starting to
re-build fellings for Jake but then I remember how clingy and
annoying he was but then again I remember how sweet and
adorable he was and how into me he was an it's just urg. I
don't even know what to do. I decided about an hour ago to
make a pro's and con's lift of both of them and this is
what i came up with:
~doesn't care about grades
~don't know him very well other than his best friend
is Lucas & he loves video games
~friends with Ryan (a kid I almost fought last
year)
And with that list, I saw
that both is in Justin's favor. Pros are
4:8 and Cons are 7:3. I hate this so much. I just want to
have the right thing for me handed to me because I feel like I
can't talk to any of my friends about it cause Ifeel like
they would get annoyed but whatever i dont know.
If anyone has any advice for me if you
read this, i'd appreciate it. :)
<3
LightbulbsRock · 1 decade ago
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If you already broke up with Jake, it's probably not wise to go there again, because he might be even clingey-er if he knows you'd dump him. Justin seems nice, but maybe get to know him a bit more (maybe try and get his number) before you decide. Obviously though, nothing is set in stone and you may find out stuff about Justin you don't like, which is why you may want to get to know him more.
That's my advice, hope it helps, good luck with your decision whatever it may be :) xx