now and then i think of when we were together
like when you said you felt  so happy you could die
told myself that you were right for me
but felt so lonely in your company 
but  that was love and it's an ache i still  remember
you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
like resignation to the end,   always the end
so when  we found that we could not  make sense
well  you said that we could still be  friends
but i'll admit that i was glad it was over