screw life. i dont deserve it. i give up im not gonna fall back on people who have their own problems i mean why should they have to take the pain i cause. my closest friends talk me out of sucide and self harm almost every night, that isnt fair on them i should be strong enough to do it myself without them worrying about me 24/7 there 13 and 14 they shouldnt have to look after a girl like me. ill go to councelling and sort myself out as much as i can i dont wanna be like this, i dont want to be the girl that gets called emo behind her back why would i want that. i can do this i know i can but i just gotta find the guts. i love witty the truth comes out and none knows who you are. i wish everyone in my school will stop judging people over self harm its not right it doesnt help i have 3 bestfriends who have problems of their own and i worry about them more than ever even if they dont see it, im trying i really am please understand. i love my bestfriends we can all do this we can all get through it i know we can.