to be hurt,causes so much pain
to be lost,so much to gain
to cut,to use a pin
to be fake,and to pose
this is howl ife goes and goes
doing drugs and new styles
those things can become so vile
to wish,but never get
to have talked,but had never met
to like,but never see
do you even know me
to want and to need
to do a very good deed
to smile,but to cry
to be alive but wanting to die
to be bad,but do good
to fall in love,if i only could
to feel shut out and not wanted
to relieve moments that have forever haunted
doing wrong but knowing whats right
i might not seem very bright
to try to smile but having to frown
dont worry life has its ups and downs
to close your eyes,to visualize
to see your dreams coming true
to be hurt,does cause much pain
to be lost,theres stuff to gain
in the end,i will be free
in the end,i still am me!!