The Suicide
Message.
So you want the pain to all go away? End the tears rolling down
your face, cut everyone away from you, just to stop it all, make
it all end. Yes, the pain will end for you, but what about your
loved ones? What about the split second moment of when your
parents or siblings walk into your room reminding you that dinner
is ready, but instead they see their dead child infront of their
eyes. The pain you had… Will now have moved onto your
parents. Their world will become so dark, they will blame
themselves every single day. ‘Was it something I
did?’ They’ll try to think it was all just a
nightmare and they are going to wake up from this dream and you
will be alive. They won’t give up, they will try anything
to not accept the truth. So after killing yourself, and after
your parents discovering your body, what will they have to do
next? Who’s going to ring the school saying a student has
killed them self? Who’s going to tell your best friends
that you have taken your own life? Who’s going to arrange
the funeral? Who’s going to have to walk past your room
everyday, and just getting that sudden chill? Just because the
pain shall end for you, does not mean the pain will just
automatically end for everyone. Everyone will remember you.
People who didn’t even have a conversation with you, will
remember you. ‘The kid that killed themself’. People
on Facebook who have never even typed one word to you, will
remember you. Everyone would feel guilty, an entire wave of shame
will come upon them. People will cry so, so hard. They will also
start to question their existence, their life. Your family will
break apart, loved ones can sometimes turn on each other. They
have so much anger that they should have done something before
you made up your mind, that they will start to throw that anger
on the ones closest to them. Is the reason you want to kill
yourself really worth it? Do you think that nobody will care,
your death will just quietly slip the town news and everyone will
easily ignore it? Do you think that you will be single forever
and there’s no point for life anymore? Let me tell you,
that there is at someone right now, who likes you a lot more then
a friend. Someone who is willing to care for you, love you, make
you smile. Someone is thinking about you right now. Killing
yourself means that you would never know. You would never know
that someone out there really did like you, and had a lot of
feelings for you. Who’s going to pick out the song they
play at your funeral? Your friends and family will hear that
song, and from that very moment, whenever they hear that same
tune, you will come to their mind. All your memories, your face,
your eyes, your smile, everything. You’re young, you have
so much ahead of you. Yes, at times life does get so hard you
just want to crawl up into a ball and wish you could just fade
away. But you can pull through that, you can pull through
anything. We have all been there, sitting at the end of our bed,
our eyes becoming so tired from the tears and just so many
thoughts running through your mind. And the only solution to fix
it all is suicide. But that isn’t the solution. Talk to a
trusted adult, get counseling, get anything that doesn’t
involve taking your own life. Because there are so many people
that care for you, even though you cannot see it. There are so
many people that love you, even though they may never say it.
You’d want to be proud and look back at how difficult your
life was and just think ‘wow, I really pulled through that
one’. So please, do not pass your pain onto your loved
ones. Suicide: a permeant solution to a temporary problem.
Temporary, meaning you can stand over the problem. I know
it’s not going to be ‘la la im happy now :)’,
because we all know that is bullsh.it. But please, just try to
get through whatever is making you feel this way. Do'nt run
away from it, do'nt let people achieve what they set out to
do. If people have been bullying you, either cyber, verbal or
physical, you know what? Screw them. Because they're the ones
who are going to end up with karma. If anyone has sent you hate
on anonymous, they will always live with that guilt. I am proud
to say I have never sent anonymous hate and I never, ever plan
to. But to the people who have, whenever they read this or say it
too. They’ll get this squirmy feeling, as though at least
somebody knows they’re lying. People who have nothing
better to do with their lives then attack innocent people, are
going to end up nowhere. Because by the end of the day it all
comes down to jealousy. So just smile, walk away and say forget
you. You’re better then anybody who makes you come to this
breaking point of wanting to take your own life. You don’t
even know me, but I love you so much. Chin up, you’re
beautiful.
55 faves · 3 comments · Apr 24, 2012 8:41pm
loveyou67000
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1 decade ago
This just made me want to cry and hate how people have to go through this pain
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loves_all_you_need
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1 decade ago
if this doesnt deserve to be a top quote, i dont know what does. < 3
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laurenreturns · 1 decade ago
This Is Really Insprational♥
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