Then
I was out. That was the last thing I remember before everything
went all black. I have no idea what just happened…all I know
is I wasn’t breathing, I couldn’t hear, I
couldn’t see, I couldn’t talk, and I couldn’t
feel my heart beating. SHOCK! Ow…what was that?! SHOCK! OW
there it was again. Then all the sudden I was breathing again and I
could hear, and see and talk again! Was I just dead? That was the
scariest thing I ever just faced in my whole entire life! My
gosh…for 20 minutes…I
was…d…d…dead. I opened my eyes and I just saw
Jamie sitting in the chair crying and saying “she’s
dead…she’s really dead…I…I can’t
breathe…I need to be with
her…she’s….she’s….she’s
dead.” I could tell what Jamie was really thinking. It was
suicide. Then at that moment I said his name. He looked up at me
with shocked, startled eyes. “Chrystal…you’re
ALIVE!” “Was I….”
“Yeah…Chrystal you scared me! I thought I lost you for
good!” “I know haha you were crying like a little
baby” “I was not crying like a baby” “Sure
you weren’t….I’ll let you think that”
“Thanks, I love you; don’t leave me…ever
please” “Okay I won’t haha but what if I
like…die of a heart attack I can’t help that”
“OH just shut up Chrystal” I put my pointer finger and
thumb together and crossed them across my lips like I was locking
my lips with a key. That got a good laugh out of him, I felt better
now that he actually laughed and didn’t fake it. *** That
night Jamie took me to Chipotle for dinner. I got a vegetarian
burrito as did Jamie. We are both vegetarians obviously. On the car
ride back to Jamie’s house I fell asleep, even though I had
slept like practically all day I was still tired. Jamie must have
carried me into the spare bedroom in his house because I know I was
out like in deep sleep…wow that’s
sad…that’s my first thought this morning. I went and
looked in the mirror…he must have put my emo layered, dirty
blond, hair up in a pony tail too. Eww I need to fix my makeup.
Right at that moment Jamie stepped into the room “Morning
sleeping beauty. Did you have a good night sleep?”
“Yeah I guess. How about you?” “Yeah I
couldn’t fall asleep till like 6am though…you know we
were out till 2am right?” “What?! We were? Was your mom
mad?” “No she was cool with it.” “Hey,
I’m gonna go shower now soo…umm yeah.” Just then
I realized I didn’t have extra clothes. Ugh now I gotta go
home to my hair wrecking mother’s house and get
clothes…great. That just puts the cherry on top of a perfect
day.
