I know no one is goona read this because it isnt pretty, but i need to vent.

I still love you. Im so jealous that she gets you. I came over, you held me, hugged me, kissed me, cuddled with me, it was more then I could ever ask for, then you tell me you have a thing with her, and this cant happen again. Yeah, it hurts. I dont know why I'm still in love with you. You lied to me, you broke me, you hurt me, so why am I still sooo in love with you? That girl, she treats you like sh*t. She doesnt trust toy. So what I post on your wall, or tag you in a picture with people I love, youre still my BEST FRIEND! and she doesnt understand that. I think if you really meant something to her that she would trust you when you tell her we are friends, and only friends. He will always be there for me, and i trust him so much. I tell him everything, I vent to him and he knows things about me that nobody else knows. Why did you do that to me yesterday? All you did was make me fall in love with you... again. Making it harder for me to get over you. I was sitting on your bed and you tackled me, pushed me over and cuddled with me, and it was ideal! You hugged me, you picked me up and carried me around your basement while I cried in your shoulder. It was all i could ask for. I wish I couldfind someone as perfect as you. Someone to treat me just as amazing as you did. You told me I was beautiful, that I was amazing, that you missed me, then you four hours later, you tell me that that can never happen again because you have a thing with some other b*tch from your new school. Why didnt you thin k that would hurt me. Jake, I still love you, and I wish you could read this </3