i miss you.
^{_{i miss having my best friend.
someone i told everything too.
i miss walking down the halls,
hand in hand, giggling, smiling. being happy.
i was constantly at your house,
you were constantly at mine.
my family quickly became yours,
and yours quickly became mine.
you'd come over crying,
and there'd be no questions asked
except, "sleepover?"
i'd come over being pushed
through the doorway by one of my parents,
and you protected me and told them to leave.
i remember the long nights we stayed awake
and just dreamed about the future.
how you'd be there on my wedding day
as my maid of honor and i'd be yours.
i remember discussing our crushes
and making up nicknames for all of them.
i remember the stupid fights we rarely had,
which ended up in us both crying and hugging.
i just miss everything about our old friendship.
the memories, the laughs, the inside jokes, everything.
i don't know if i should even try to take you back
after everything you put me through in the end.
the bullying, the harsh words, the judging, the fighting.
i'm scared that if i do take you back,
it'll never be the way it was
& i don't think i can live with that.
I miss you anna...}}