Today I
was doing my
daily browse
through quotes.
Most of them about, the Hunger Games and
One Direction, but one particular quote caught my eye.
This wittian expressed through this quote that they
cut. They're depressed.
They're suicidal. It didn't talk about
the hottest boyband, or the next big movie, but
how they felt no one on witty cared about these kind of quote.
You see, I'm broken on the inside just like you. And I
have a hard time telling people how it really is with me. I have
a harder time admitting to myself how it is. For a year,
I have convinced myself that I was happy. But
the reality of it is, I wake up day to day, feeling absolutely
nothing. I'm depressed. Not officially diagnosed
with it, but I have all the symtoms. I'm suicidal. A
week doesn't go by that I don't want to pop sometylonal
and make the pain go away. I've cut myself. Not deep
enough to bleed. Just with a safety pin. But enough to leave
barely noticable scars. Even hanging out with my friends, I
can't stop myself from think of what it would be like if I
weren't there. . I get so caught up in trying to be
perfect that I forget who I really am. For so long, I've
bottled all of this up and I don't want to do that anymoe. I
know this quote will get maybe 10 faves and the most of 2
comments, but I just want everyone to know who I really am.
This is me. This is who I've become in the
past year. And I want to change that. Starting
with this quote. If you read that whole thing, you're the
best. If you fave or leave a comment, it means the absolute world
to me.
3 faves · 4 comments · Apr 14, 2012 1:16am
3toriibearr3
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1 decade ago
Everything will get better for you. I don't know how. And I don't know when. But it will get better, I can promise you that. If you ever need anyone to talk to who will listen and not judge you, I'm here. (:
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mnms4mel
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1 decade ago
You know you can talk to me anytime..I love you Kristina! :)
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Herown
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1 decade ago
You know everything gets better over time, but some times they have to get worse before then.
I just wanted to say that I understand some of what you're going through and I'm here for you if you need someone:)
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3toriibearr3 · 1 decade ago
Oh, and you're beautiful.♥
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