Please...help...</3
I give up. I
really liked him and he left. Every single
guy has found something wrong with me. I'm
not good enough...for anyone. Every time I think
I found a guy I'll be with for awhile,
someone else steals them away. And it's
always on accident. I haven't been this down
on myself in a long, long time. It's been
over a month since I last took out that dreaded
thing. I don't want to. I feel like I need
it. I know it's terrible...please, anyone...I
don't even feel good enough for my family
anymore. I almost lost my best guy friend this
weekend. I'm kind of hoping 2012 is the end
of the world because it sure as hell feels like
the worst year of my life. I swear I'm not
just seeking attention or anything like that. I
wanna know what others have done. How have you
gotten through this? Break ups, broken heart,
losing the one you love, letting GO of the one
you love,falling in love again, bulimia,
anorexia, cutting, nervousness, insecurity,
suicide-anything will help.
Please.
I'm begging
you.
♥
nmf
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peekabooismynamex · 1 decade ago
First is first- you're DEFINATELY not alone, and don't ever think you're alone either. Second- Damn, my family is crazy. My PARENTS have almost made me cut + give suicide a go. Thank god there were my friends when I needed them, and they helped me out. So if you ever need someone to talk to, just send me a message [: But don't cut, because you're beautiful. Really. The most amazing you there ever is, and that there ever will be. I know what heart break feels like, it's so painful and horrible. My uncle passed away in 2008, and we were so close. I had this gut wrenching pain everyday after his death, so I know what it's like. As for those boys who are too blind to see how gorgeous you are.. well that's kind of their loss. Don't worry though, one day someone who special will come around and sweep you off your feet, time is the only barrier. Just hold on and be patient. I know someone special will come for you and for me [: but in the mean time- talk to me if you need! xox
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