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Please help me,
This has taken all my courage to write this,
Even though this isn't my real account,
On my account people would find out who I am and I can't have that.

When I was little my dad would hit me,
nothing much,
Just a slap when I misbehaved,
He bashed me against the wall once,
And he would hit me in the car on my leg if me and mjy sister fought,
So I guess I never really trusted my parents,
I never had a close relationship with them.

I don't think I have ever told any one this before,
But I'm scared of what I might do.

Ever hime I look in the mirror when I get changed I feel sick,
All I see is rolls and rolls of flab and fat,
Then I get on my excersice bike and I sit there peddling as hard as I can,
Crying and scratching myself,
I have cuts up my arms which I tell people are from falling over,
And I have a scar on my wrist where I scratched my self over and over again,

Some times I get so upset that I think of suside,
I think how every one would be so much better off without me,
I mean I'm losing my best friend any way,
I see the light in my bedroom and think how easy it would be to hang myself,
How every thing would be over and I would feel no more pain.

At home I pretend that I'm popular,
That I have lots of friends,
But i don't, not really,
I think that the world would be a better place without me.

Recentlly my dad has been ill,
He tried to kill himself with drugs and I punished myself for that,
I blamed myself for him being ill with depression,
And I scratched myself some more,

I am worried about what I am going to do to myself.
I know not many people will read this,
but I really think I need help,
But I am to proud to admit it to anyone I know,
That why I created this account,
Because I am so scared,
Please help me.
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Please help me, This has taken all my courage to write this,

0 faves · 5 comments · Apr 5, 2012 7:23am

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Niamhhhh · 1 decade ago
Dont kill yourself,There is one very simple reason to keep living and that is the sun rises in the morning,there will always ,always be a tomorrow, time is going to b your bestfriend when there is no one left Tomorrow is always going to come whether you want it to or not,tomorrow is always going ot be there for you You want to kill yourself?Youre going to miss tomorrow , and do you know what that meanss? Everything that happens tomorrow ,that could involve youyou wont happen. what happens if you kill yourself and tomorrow your soulmate was suppose to catch your eyes as you walk down the street? what if you got accepted to your favourite university/college ?What if everything gets better?What if it all takes one more day? Thats the beauty of lifeit goes on it moves on and you have to be there to see it because believe me you CAN go it, YES you can, say it to yourself this instant ' i can make it tomorrow, to next week,to next month, to NEXT year' stand up to the sadness thats making you think of suicide. Tell it to back the off and dont say 'its not that easy,i cant do it' Stop it. You can do it. you have the strenght and will because you never know what will happen tomorrow . Now isnt the time to give up,in fact, its never time to give up, because life goes on yes life goes fast and i will admit life is s h i t sometimesbut at the end of the day you can go to sleep a little happier atleast a little more hopefull because you know the sun will rise tomorrow . you know tomorrow will come and you never know what will hapen your life is defined by the moments of strenght and the moments you have to wade throughbecause life threw you s h i t and yes the s h i t can get a little deep sometimes but when life get tough you have to get tougher Sit up, pick you head up and tell yourself this IS beatable. this s h i t is beatable.At the end of a storm theres a rainbow. you deserve tomorrow.
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Janelle24 · 1 decade ago
Hello Sweetie:)
I was just scrolling through witty when I found this! But I want you to know that you're not alone. I was abused by my father. Physically, a couple times but more verbally. It tears you up inside. It kill you daily. It's a hard thing to deal with. And you never learn to get past it. I don't trust people but I have forgave him. You're perfect. Follow me and I'll be here for you whenever you need to talk. I'm not making any of this up. I honestly understand where you're coming from! Don't you dare give up or do something dumb. You have too much to live for. And I know you're probably thinking that you don't but you do. God wouldn't have put you on this earth if you didn't honey! Chin up sweet thing, and smile :) because it can only get better :)
....FOLLOW ME
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teamjacob131 · 1 decade ago
Don't ever think that your less than perfect. Your awesome in your own way! Don't ever give up and give others the satisfaction of seeing you quit. I felt like this before, so I know EXACTLY what your going through....If you want to talk about it comment on my profile....and know that whenever you need me....I'll be here for you!!
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theglitterbabe14 · 1 decade ago
Sweetie, witty is a place to express your emotion and maybe ask people for their help.. But that's depending on the situation. Witty can't help as much as you give it credit to do. See a school counselor. And trust me sweetheart, you are beautiful. We girls judge ourselves so harshly these days. Stay strong and talk to someone. And adult you actually can trust or a school counselor. Please. Because we witty sisters love you<3
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piranhasmile21 · 1 decade ago
Girl, dont stress yourself out. theres so many other people out there just like you looking for help. thats why this website was created. but, please dont kill yourself. your beautiful. im always here for you if you ever need help. you were meant to do great things, dont let others make you think your worthless, which you arent. theres nobody out there like you, nobody that can be the same as you. you are beautiful. you are perfect just the way you are. dont give up hope now girly. theres so many people that can relate to you, including me. comment on profile if you feel like giving up.
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