i
wish they actually cared
♥ but they dont
♥
its coming back to haunt me
and they arnt here to stand by me
maybe i was wrong
maybe i shouldnt of believed them
maybe they lied about everything
about being beautiful
about being strong
about being brave
about being unique
about being worth it
why do i ever believe anyone
they stopped me from killing myself
and now i wish they hadnt
the day that i was going to is coming soon
its this saturday
and im thinking wether they will notice or not
they dont even check if im ok
they do sometimes
but they give up
like everyone else
just
like
my
father
