I become who I said I wouldn't.
I started doing what I promised not to do.

I began taking advantage of it all.
I don't know why.

I felt safe.
And with that gone, I realize.

I understand just HOW real this is.
It's pathetic what it took.

Now I'm full of anguish.
Swamped with regret.

Now I'm swept with jealousy.
Carried by anger.

I'm sorry for this.
Doing what I did.

It was terrible.
I was terrible.

Forgive me.
It'll be the first step.

I'll pick up the pieces.
I'll do my best.

Just give me the chance.
Make me the most important.

I hope it's not too hard.
I hope it's not a problem.

I pray it's not a thing.
I pray it's not for real.

Give me some relief.
Love me, like I have always loved you.

Even when I didn't show it.
"Love me when I least deserve it."

My Anger, My Epiphony.
Brendon Andrews
3/27/2012