It's all turning around,
piece by piece
With every day that goes by I can feel myself returning
to normal. Life is producing many high points just like it used to
do:
My grades are getting back up. Despite an upsetting slip in Spanish
they're all steadily rising into high B- A range
I havent felt more confident in my play on the pitch. Scoring seems
like its becoming a habit now. Im taking more players on...and
coming out with the ball. Im trying plays I was too scared to
attempt before. I finally feel alive. Maybe this IS my
breakthrough year after all...
My friends are seeing a much happier me nowadays. I cant even walk
up to them without just randomly smiling. That kind of
uncontrollabe smiling was something I really missed. Now its back
and stronger than ever.
Its only been 3 weeks today, but i must say Im very happy with the
new relationship Im in. Oh how she takes my breath away...
:) She always makes me smile whenever Im feeling down.
Whenever Im with her, its like Im lost in a fantasy land.
Its crazy how much you can miss someone when you dont get to see
them for a few days also. Saturday needs to come soon.
I got to see some long time family friends after my games today. I
hadnt seen them for 5 years. They made me laugh uncontrollably more
than I ever thought was humanly possible. The great night we had
made me realize how much I missed the high life, the drop dead
laughing moments. Nights like the one I had should be required.
Dear 2012,
More of the same. I still have other resolutions to knock
out...
