i just dont know what to do anymore. im lost without you. but when im with you. i just cant be myself. i love you so much. i cant loose you. but its too late. i all ready have. and now you are gone. away from me. just like you promised would never happen. im not mad at you. i just want to be with you. but i know how much i was hurting you. and i know i could have been a better girlfriend. but. still. i miss you. and i dont know if you miss me. i just hope that you do. i still love you. and i am not mad. im just confused. hurt. lost in a world of depression and sadness. you were the only good thing in my life. i dont know how to face you now. i know you are out there. i just dont know where. but. where ever it is. i want to be there with you. everyone told us we were too young to be in love. and though. we never admitted it. i guess that they were right. dont worry. i know that you love me too. and im not mad. i just want to talk. i love you justin.