I Don't Like Who I Have Become

I'm not happy wit who I turned out to be
I don't like the new and improved me
I am embaressed wit myself and what I do
I changed my ways jus so I could be wit you
And now your gone and I'm still the same
Theres no one else but you to blame
I wish I could go back and change everything I did
But I got many years ahead of me for I am only a kid
Then again thats only if I make it to my adult years
And not die anytime soon from all of these bloody tears
I can't live with the person I am and I hate the way I act
What would my parents say?..How would they react?
I'm not the person I want to be or choose to be
I have become someone else, I am deffinately not me

You Are...

You are the one who loves me no matter what
You are there for me even when I'm a pain in your butt
You are the one whose always cared for me
You are the guy everyone wants to be
You are the friend everyone wishes they had
You are the one who is very rarely ever sad
You are a guy who is always there for his friends
You are the man who never gives in until it ends
You are my sunshine on a rainy day
You are what changes the sky from the color gray
You are the one who brightens up the sky
You are the one and only perfect guy

poems made by me...original

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