Back To The Start....

I am forced to go back to the start
When there was no one in my heart
Cuz at the moment I am too confused
And I feel as if I have major issues
There are too many guys out there
And I am sure they really do care
But none of them are right for me
None of them are who I want them to be
My feelings are so hard to explain
All I am left with is stress and pain
I want to find that one special guy
The one guy who will never make me cry
I need someone...anyone who will love me for me
And not make me change into someone I dont want to be
If it takes forever to find this guy then forever it will be
Cuz I could wait a life time for it to be just you and me

I Am....
I am a student writing of my pain
I am a girl living a life of shame
I am a child hiding my depression
I am a women making a good impression
I am your friend acting like I'm fine
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a girl pushing her tears aside
I am a student who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend hoping you will be there
I am the person you go to when nothing is right
I am the one you dream about each and every night
I am who I am because I choose to be this way
I am who I am and thats the way its gonna stay
I am the one you wish you could be
I am...the one and only me

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