I have a journal that i only use to write to the guy i love. he
doesnt love me anymore, so i could never admit the things i write.
i write what im feeling when the pain gets too much to bear. i
write as if im talking to him. then i hide my journal away and wait
for the pain to hit again. if only i could give him the
journal, or say something to him. anything. but i cant. he's
moved on, and left me powerless.
