Logan and I broke up today. It was kind
of sudden, and awful. I cried, a lot. My heart hurts. I'm in love
with him, and losing him is
the worst thing that has ever happened in my life.
He spent so much time and
money on me, and I feel like it all went to crap. I feel like we
ripped each other's hearts out of our chests, and chucked them in
a blender and just shredded them to bits. It's torture, I need
him.
He gave me a promise ring,
on December 26, 2011. A Christmas/6
month present. It would have been 9 months on March 27. We came so, so
close.
The presents he gave me will
never leave me. I have the teddy bear from Valentine's Day
right next to me, the ring on my left ring finger, still, and the
necklace proudly around my neck.
I will NOT delete the pictures off my Facebook, I will NOT takes
the songs out of my playlists. I refuse to forget him. I refuse to let the memory of our
love slip out of my reach. I know I'll have him back soon, hopefully.
I love you. I'm
sorry.
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