Okay so..

 I have been bestfriends with an amazing girl for as long as I can remember.
I litterally can't remember my life without her in it.
anyways..
She is by far the most special person in my life.
If I'm sad, she knows exactly how to cheer me up.
She makes me smile when I'm down.
She's always there for me.
She is the happiest, strongest person I know..Words can't describe how much she really means to me.
Well, I thought she was anyway.
Today I found out that she suffers from depression.
and has been for years.
She tried to kill herself.
And I never saw it.
I never saw the pain behind her eyes.
I never knew.
She could be dead right now, and I would NEVER of understood.
I wish I knew earlier.
why couldn't I see it?
She's not happy at all.
She will see this quote hopefully.
So, I just want you to know that I'm ALWAYS here for you.
Please never try to kill yourself again, I can't live without you. It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it.
I just can't.
You're my bestfriend and always will be.
I love you, I wish I knew earlier.
I'm so sorry I was oblivious.
I shouldve known..
Anyways, You can get through this.
I won't treat you different I swear. I just wish I knew earlier. I'm always here for you, I'll help you through this.. promise.