I can't express to you how much I miss you.  I have no words to describe the enormity of my longing to speak to you.  I'm sorry things ended the way they did.  If I could just speak to you one more time I would explain everything to you.  I would tell you that all I want is your happiness.  I know that you are happy with her, that she means the world to you.  I know that all I did was complicate things for you and make your life harder.  The only thing that keeps me from attempting to try to reprimand my deplorable actions and try to regain what we once has is the fact that I know how much better off you are with out me.  But, truth be told, I'm dying without you.  I love you.  But that doesn't matter.  You're happy now and that's all I could ever wish for.

I'm sorry.