exactly a month ago, i told myself that i was over it. i told myself to get over you and find someone new. to make you jealous and make you wish you never let me go. what happened today? we kissed. i realized how strong my feelings for you are. how much i like you. and want to be with you. today i got my first kiss, and you told me that every day from now on you want to keep kissing me. same time. same place. every. day. you really changed in this past month. you make me feel better about myself every day. you tell me how cute i am. how nice i am. sweet. smart. funny. cool i am. and i just want to say thank you for that, even though you will NEVER read this. oh well... but just to think, exactly a month ago, i hated your freaking guts.