i finally figured out a fool proof system of low eating (not going to post it because I am affraid someone considering starting will see and follow in my path)! Vomit my breakfast at school (3rd floor with lots of toilet paper because it muffles the sound and no one is ever in that bathroom at 7:20). I started therapy today; the woman seems really nice. We didn't do much today, it was just history with my mom. When I got to school i found out that it had already gotten around that i was in the hospital this weekend (even though I wasn't). Apparently my boyfriend was asking my best friend when I was going to be out of the hospital and one of my other friends heard. She started flipping a poop and my best friend just told her I was sick. I told everyone I was at (not in) the hospital visiting my grandfather. My bio teacher decided that it would be a good idea to make me make up a test tomorrow (i was hoping for at least one more day). I skipped lunch as according to plan. When I got hope I bit off pieces of an apple to make it look like I ate it. I took the extra pieces, wrapped them in a napkin, and promptly threw it in the trash. When my dad came to pick me up for dinner we went to the grocery store so we could pick up some boost. He decided to get boost plus, which means it has extra calories and fat. I was conidering keeping it down until I saw that it had more fat than peanut butter. After "dinner" I went up stairs, locked the two doors and threw up. *WARNING GROSS: IF WEEK STOMACHED, SKIP TO NEXT BOLD* it was the best tasting one yet, so I didnt mind it as much as usual *END OF GROSSNESS* I feel fine, just a little head ache. When I get home I will probably have some extra propel zero. Tomorrow is the only day I am going to school for a full day while today was the only other day I am going/went at all.
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