In the window i wish to see a beautiful girl reflecting me, but no, instead i see everything
I have not wished to be
I see a girl
a girl with pain
A girl with scars
a girl who's done many harm
a girl with a smile. A broken one at that
and you could see from a mile away
How fake it is, even to this day
She's a girl without a real home and nobody to call her own
She's so alone
she asks for help
she yells and she screams for someone to see
how she's everything she has not wished to be
she wants to leave
she knows its true
but things hold her back
They will take the blame
And say they didn't realize, all that pain
was ripping through her, everyday
she seemed happy
she seemed so real
but that was just a veil that hides her still
She seemed so strong
she seemed so calm
but only because no one could see
the monster she was coming to be
Her heart was broken
a wound that would not heal
But instead kept growing bigger and bigger
Until it was all she could feel
she tried to stop all the pain
But it came back,always
She couldn't be happy
There was no way
she made to many mistakes
that won't disappear
but instead kept coming near
she's so alone
But nobody sees
how she's everything she has not wished to be
but then the window becomes fogged up
and all the pain becomes a distant memory
that she can only feel,
but can not see
Until she views her reflection again
she will be drowning inside herself
Until she's dead.

By Lena White

please, PLEASE, do not steal this. I wrote it from my heart
Please  \