I do not and will never understand how the amount of money you own affects the happiness you feel in your life. Material things do not fix a broken family. To be honest with you all, I live in a fairly nice house, my parents are not billionaires or millionaires or anything, but they do own more money than a majority of people. I do not care about material things, I honestly honestly don't. A while ago my dad told me he doesn't understand why I am so upset, "I have everything I ever wanted", but I don't. I am sad. I miss my family. I miss my mum. I have a horrible relationship with both parents, particularly my mother, I hate my friends, I'm constantly stressed, I'm tired and for a long time I have wanted to kill myself. I wouldn't give a f­uck if we lived in a small hut with dirt as the floor, as long as we were all happy together.