venting:
a couple of weeks ago (about January 30th) i went to my doctor. I
told my mom it was because i wasnt sleeping and i hadnt been for
a long time, which is true but i also went in for depression.
I went to talk to the doctor by myself cuz i didnt think i could
talk about it if my mom was in the room with me. She told me to try
some over-the-counter medicine for the sleep and to come back in a
few weeks, to see if it helped and to get bloodwork and a thyroid
ultrasound. Everything was ok with the blood and my thyroids and i
was trying the sleep stuff but it wasnt helping, not with the sleep
or depression. On monday i went to see a counselor it was an hour
long session. i dont know what i expected but it didnt turn out the
way i thought it would. she had my mom come in at the end of
the session and told her that we should talk, even though i told
her it wasnt something i could do. Then today i went to the doctor
for a follow up again i went in alone. I told my doctor that the
sleep stuff wasnt helping so she suggested medication a ssri(its an
anti-depressant) she had to bring my mom in and talk to her about
it, make sure she was ok with it. And she was but we already know
my dad isnt, about a week ago he yelled at my mom saying he
"wasnt gonna let his kids be drugged out on that crap" i
have a perscription written out and if my dad doesnt come around
and say tht me being on the meds is ok with him then my mom
and i are just gonna do it behind his back.......i kind of regret
going to get help now i just dont know why
if you read this i love you
venting: a couple of weeks ago (about January 30th) i went to
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Feb 24, 2012 11:58pm
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cloudysky11 · 1 decade ago
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do whats best for you and what ever will keep you going. i hope you get better <3