I'm scared. Of almost everything. I'm scared of being let down, torn apart, and broken again. I'm scared of fights and yelling. Sometimes my grandmas cooking. I'm scared of spiders, and the dark. Snakes, most importantly snakes. I'm scared of losing more people, I'm scared of crying. In front of people. I'm scared of listening to the darkness inside me and losing my sanity. I'm scared of loving people because they always betray my trust. I'm scared of missing someone because that someone that I miss is in heaven now and I won't see him until the day I'm in heaven.