Ive changed so much . I wish I didn't, I hate the feeling of
being depressed because as soon as someone leaves my side I keep
thinking of all the horrible things Ive done that i wish I
didn't and I do regret things in my life. Ive made huge
mistakes that I wish I could fix because I cant. I cant stop
smoking because I dont want to. I cant keep holding in so many
emotions or Im going to explode! I just cant ..