I hate
my mind. Something is seriously messed up in my head. I hear
voices. So many voices. All I hear them say is how pathetic I am.
They hurt. I just want them to go away. I hate them. I have
people already making me feel like s.hit. I dont need my own mind
doing it. I've asked my dad to go see a psychologist or
whatever and he told me nothing is wrong with me and i don't
need to see someone. I think I'd know that something is wrong
with me! Why won't he believe me? I just want them to go
away. I hate what they tell me.
At first I didn't believe what the voices told me. I just
ignored them. But as time went on ... they just got worse and I
found myself believinig what they were saying. I learned how to
push them away... but I'm getting tired... and they're
coming back. I mostly listen to them now... i stopped replying.
It just gives them something else to say. But I still believe
them! I don't know what to do! My dad won't believe me
that something's wrong and I need help!
I don't know what to do... I just feel like crying all the
time.
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DiaDeath · 1 decade ago
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Listen, I know it's a cruel thing to say, but, a person can't be diagnosed with Schizophrenia (Which would be what you would have) until they're at least 18. Your brain is still developing, so, for now, even if it is scary, ignore them. If it gets life-threatening, tell him again, and tell him you just want to be safe, okay?
Good luck, love, I'm here if you need someone to talk to. ♥