I
really want to be an author when I grow up.
I don't know why,
but it's the first time I've
really admitted that. I think it's because
I'm
scared to say it out loud. Because, as soon as I
do,
it becomes something I can fail at.
And as soon as I say
it,
people can start
to judge me on it. And that scares me a
lot.
When did I start caring what people thought so much?
