My heart is covered with walls made of all kinds of materials... I feel like its so built up that i'll never be able to let anyone in again.. It's just better so know one will be affected with my monster behavior. My attitude, my rudeness, and my opinions are so mean. I can't let anyone in because i'm so broken and I don't want to hurt anyone else like how I feel... Anymore I stay tucked in my room watching movies, looking at magizines, or on the computer. I don't want people to see the person i've become this year.. I hate even looking at myself in the mirror because my insides are just as ugly as I feel on the outside..