i lost the best thing i ever had, he loved me so much, and i loved him to death. we could have been together forever, but i messed up. he came along and ruined it all. why? he had like put me in a trance, to make me think i didnt love him anymore and i listened to him actually thinking that he was the one. so i did what he said and ended things. i knew that it was the wrong thing to do and i even had another chance, but i didnt take it and i should have. then things between me and him ended like that he had blinded me and i lost him as well. i miss my baby so much, i feel like now theres nothing to live for now that hes gone, and he doesnt want me back , i dont know what to do, without my baby, im lost a part of me is missing. i want him back so bad, my life is incomplete without him. if only he knew how i felt maybe things would work again. i love him so much he was and is the best thing that ever happend to me.
*dedicated to my baby eddie, im so sorry for everything and i love you so much still!!