Six Months Today..
And dollface; it's been rough. I miss you a lot. I still wish you were hear with me today. It sucks that I can't see your smiling face anymore. But I know you would want me to stay strong. Before I picked up Jordan; I sat at the park. And I cried. Like I usually do; but I cried even more because it's been half a year already. Then; I left flowers on your grave. And I made sure they weren't those ugly yellow flowers you don't like. And you know; this might sound strange But I read to you kind of. I pulled out that HungerGames book you never finished and I read a couple of chapers to you today. I won't quit reading until I've read them all to you. I miss you Maddie. I know you aren't comming to see me anytime soon. But I'll be up there with you before you know it. I can't wait to see you dear. You gotta show me around.
I know you can't read this but I just wanted to let you know, I love you. So so much. I didn't think I could live without you; and lemme tell you, it's hard. But I think I'll make it though. I miss you a lot.
Rest In Peace
Maddie Rhian Nelson <3