I've been having some really bad

nightmares lately..All about my

boyfriend or including him.

It sucks because we oovoo

everynight and fall asleep on it,

but I wake up early in the morning

and I cry. I'm afraid to wake him,

so I sob to myself as silently as I can..

Sometimes, he wakes up.

It scares me because I know that one day I might not be able to stop crying just fast enough to hide it.