I found a
way to do self
harm
I don't cut and i almost will
never have a
scar, My
way I found, not even reaalizing
it at first, when I've hurt
myself accidentally I just make
it worse by touching the cut,burn
or bruise. I could do it infront
of someone and they'd never
know, unless told, one friend
realized what i was doing and
started to get mad and compared
it to cutting i argued back
saying it was nothing like that.
yes the reasoning is the same but
the way i do it got there on
accident. I only did it for a day
or two on purpose but now i
dont even realize what im doing
when i do it, whenever i think
about the past and memories i
start to hurt myself to make it
dissapear. I never realized how
hard it would be to stop after I
started this. Now she gets mad
anytime she nnotices so she wil
smack my hand to make me stop, i
dont always listen though. If my
boyfriend ever found out i was
doing any self harm I think
he'd be devastated. I
promised i wouldn't cut and i
don't but he may see it as
the same thing also....I hope he
never finds out about
this...
