~numb~
what is happening to me? not only my body feels sleep deprived but my mind too. my brain feels slugishly numb, like im aware of my surroundings but im in a dream state. that song keeps playing in my head and while i listen, i think of my relationships with everyone that has come to ruins. my mouth is dry and there is pain piercing my palms but i have trouble locating my voice under all the numb layers. im trapped under a quilt suffocating. i cant seem to let out a scream, not even a breath. my lungs ache, but i dont dare mov., i simply sit there and take it all, allow it to take over me.